Some times things seem and feel so bleak. Troubles mount and pile so high that it is hard to see over them.
All the cliches apply. 'Things aren't as bad as they appear' , 'it's all in your mind', 'be more positive', 'you are in control of your future'. And on and on. Heard them all before. But none of them help me see beyond the desperation that I feel.
I see no light. I only become a master at postponing. But I know that soon all my posturing and postponing will crumble around me and on top of me. And I feel that that time is very soon.
Some time things seem and feel bleak, and some time they are.